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月亮.揩约

2011-07-20T01:02:00.003+08:00

再见并没有想像难办, 她走得开朗.挥挥手,拥抱后,笑着上车.

我没有哭泣,就像在电单车上没有伤感那样.喜欢被她载着.没有感想.

因为我懂得.不会太久.我们又会以不同的样子.见面.

再见了.在下一个交插站. 爱你的.

慢了点

2011-05-15T19:44:00.003+08:00

现在才考完两个..
后面还很多.
可能因为不能这么快回家吧..
都没感觉
麻木到不懂怎么哭..

三个月后。

2011-05-02T00:33:00.002+08:00

也太快了吧。。五月了。。
考完试，过多一个月。。就BYEBYE 了。。
在下雨天的时候，都是这样忙。。

求神拜佛~非考好不可！！

“刚刚风无意吹气，花瓣随着风落地，我看见多么美的一场樱花雨~”
好久没听这首歌了。。

怎么每次忘了这样随性的事，本来这么喜欢。。一直随身的歌。。
有点久才回味。
还有没有什么在随身的，被忘记。。

要怎么想起它们叻。。。。

dream

2011-02-27T18:36:00.003+08:00

作梦了。
下午睡过头的时候。
和朋友到某个露营集训吧。
然后妹妹，妈妈和家人都出现。
感动到。。好像他们来万隆一样。

这么想他们来找我啊~
还有四个月才能回家呢。

这学期真的比较累，
满满的时间表。。
晚上很快去睡。。note多到~~~恐怖到~~~~

加油吧！姓戴的！！！！
努力！努力！再努力！！

过年了

2011-01-25T02:32:00.003+08:00

原谅我最近都在写些悲哀的思念~

太舍不得放下吧，大家都一样。
刚刚看了表妹的部落格。

还是一样回忆过去。
想象她写的时候眼眶湿湿吧。。
种种的过去，画面都太容易被带回来。

一年多来，多不容易。
又过年了。
好久没见面。。

团圆吧。也许她也在上面和亲人们过年呢~
所有她给过的。我们都留着。
快乐也是！

PromiseS.

2011-01-11T15:30:00.003+08:00

很多时候,人都爱作约定
我答应你，以后一定会。。。

这样的方式，管用程度到多少
答应过的第几天才算正式
期限到什么时候
一天？十天？十个月？十年？

也不是每个人都会遵守。
我问我自己，有多少的债了？

当时答应过的，如果真的不能达成怎么办
对她说过那么多次了。。
“好好。。我会的了”

然后，忘记了。
她，忘记我了吗？
忘记全部了吗?

想着想着，
很奇怪的，浮现的答案是：“忘了没关系，忘了约定也没关系。因为你已经作了约定以外的事情。”
这是段时间从身边的人听说的。

时光机

2011-01-06T22:31:00.003+08:00

刚刚飞回万隆几天.
把考试clear掉,时间就多余了
早上,下午,和晚上....好不容易过

在家忙了头,不过充实啊.
有时想
飞机也像时光机..
在搁着距离,按着路线和时间起飞;降落.

对我们这些留洋一年回两三次..说

虽然,大家还是过活.联系.
半年后相见的,碰到的..

的确还是会 "哇...变了耶~"
地点和人物..
皱纹和举动..
朝流话语到哪里..

这时候才怀疑.."有这样久吗?"

坐上只有往前程走的时光机.
到达现在应该停留的地点.

还是渴望和最亲的人过每一刻.
被温柔的排排背..柔柔手..
对不会表答的我.是最幸福的小小事.

宽阔的原地。

2010-11-30T10:28:00.003+08:00

很小很小就爱看很宽畅的原地。
大大片的稻田。。
无境界的大海。。

那些用肉眼望到最远的对面。。。
视线一直到一条细细的线分开那天与地。

遥望无尽
好奇那条线的后边是哪里
跨过那条线，会是另一片宽阔的大自然吗。。
会是遗留着很珍惜很珍惜的回忆吗。。
会是和想见又在这里见不到的人吗。。

哪天，可以的话。。
我想轻轻的躺在宽阔的原地。
草原也好，稻地也好。
躺在天和地的分叉线。

挽留着全部。

快了快了~

2010-11-21T15:39:00.003+08:00

终于有东西写了。
这个月好多人生日，好忙~
忙完这几轮又玩又吃的日子，又有考试咯~

快快来考，
快快准备，
加把劲！！

就可以开开心心，
快乐的回家去~~~

红酒面线

2010-10-22T22:54:00.003+08:00

好久没吃了。
妈妈煮的味道我记得。
她不爱太重也不爱太淡。颜色也没那么红。。

我只记得我最爱吃外婆的面。。
每次都是我捞面线。
她教我加多麻油，硬的面线好吃些。

我忘了那味道。。
太久了。。就算她过世前，我也好久没吃过。
她没酿红酒了。
也没包宗子了。

是不是红酒味太重，
反倒我记得那红豆粽的味道。。
忘了她爱做福州蛋面。。

每每埋怨的去烧材，让那大大的锅热起来。。

都好吃。。只是忘了味道。。

伤都不痛了。只是不喜欢忘了味道。

声音

2010-10-21T01:13:00.002+08:00

安静的夜晚。。
用简单的吉他玄
弹着
没有歌曲的起伏。

用第1.2.3的玄。
重复着。。

没有跟着哼
重复着。。

有的只是右手的食指，中指，和无名指挑着玄
还有左手跟着频率的安着。

很安静。

空档

2010-10-15T22:17:00.003+08:00

累了几天，终于有的休息两下。。
才考完试不到几个钟，
就懂刚考完的试的结果。
对，又搞扎了。
累，失望。不是单单坏。而是“又”
“又”到很累。
真的不知道还能相信自己多久。

然后还有些坏的好的消息。。
朋友的狗走了，好伤心。第一次看到她这样。
不过，我不是她。感受不到那种痛。
不想回想起那年的痛。
走了就走了。

人就是这样。
开心就笑。伤心就哭。
真的没什么不好。
这只是种自然现象~

好像天也会下雨，会出晴。

当我把我的伤心失望告诉妈妈时
她回我一句：“我们大家都很辛苦，做到很累很累”
我懂，这种买卖生意并不容易。因为我经历过。
一个除了新年，公假才休息的店，是多么的难捱。

也许我该像那店一样。不眠不休会好很多。
他们不累，我又何必可以说累？

空档还是要好好珍惜。
时间毕竟真的买不回。
生命就是时间。

我不懂还剩多少，
不过，这只笔我会不断的一直写。。
为我和珍惜我的人。

Olivia Ong的歌

2010-10-11T18:12:00.003+08:00

百忙着的一段时期。。
难得的星期一傍晚，
偷懒一下。

太阳下山前，看看电视，看看书。
在Olivia Ong 的歌里
不用思考太多。

好舒服；好温柔

晚上要好好温书。。
也要打个报平安。

又一个放假天

2010-09-08T09:05:00.003+08:00

很想写些东西。。
可是头脑还在空中游挡。。
大家都在放假~

放空吧。。放空吧。。
把整颗心放在秋千上，任它随摆~迎着风去

两个星期后

2010-08-18T14:43:00.003+08:00

开学第二个星期三

下课回家路上，抬头看着马路旁的树。
遮住阳光，遮掉蓝天白云

走着这样熟悉的路
有的既是不实际的感觉。

这两个星期跟前两个月的假期前的距离
太过靠近。
往往那时的回忆，清晰到让人怀疑。

好像·····
隔天我可以像那时的画面。重复假期做过的事，面对同样的人。
做在摩多车去买报纸，早餐，再兜兜风。。
隐隐约约感觉到微微的凉风，听到摩多车的引擎声。
真实的好贴切。

现在再大的雨，再冷的天气。
我心挂的还是骑摩多时的凉风。

这么快就想家了！>.<"

拜六礼拜

2010-08-07T11:30:00.003+08:00

回到岗位。

天气比想象中冷些。
凉风不断吹进窗口，
实在还是有些不习惯哪。

天又阴了些
等多一下该又下雨了

还是喜欢自己小镇的雨。。一场场豪雨后的味道
清新多。

等待过后

2010-06-01T12:30:00.001+08:00

最近发生些学业上的问题。。。心情被带得像过山车一样刺激～
措手无策。原来如此
像在北极南极里等太阳。。
等待一个机会
（都怪我不够努力==”）

不过叻～～～
太阳一升起来
什么乌云，什么龙卷风
不见了。

我还是那样容易开心起来。
不管再累
会想：
“嗯，还在。戴祖丽还在！”

人啊！
真的要常常笑。
从内心发出的笑。
为当下。

梦到海边

2010-05-07T19:44:00.003+08:00

昨晚梦到了海边。
和朋友们坐在边缘，
那海滩蛮漂亮。。
我记得还问朋友“我要下去游一游，你说可以吗？”
他的脸我忘了，不过他摇摇头，我就跳下小沙坡向海走去
小心翼翼的靠近，不过浪好大。。我就怕怕的不敢进水。。
然后转头跟朋友说“真的不行嘢”

醒来后想，我真的这样想念海滩吗？
那为什么不下去。。
还是它有别的意思。。
是我不够勇敢去尝试吧。。

找天用半桶水的功力游泳去吧～～

周董说：“超人不会飞”

2010-05-05T18:17:00.004+08:00

为什么超人就一定会飞，会举车子巴士，会镭射～
超人可以逛街，看戏，吃饭啊。。

如果真的不平凡的时候，是站的高看得远吗？
还是站在电梯外面，看着大家无奈的对望。

要适应环境才看风景，还是看风景才看人
等到适应后就要换换，因为变平凡了

我也想飞到天空休息，睡觉。
离开这个红尘花花世界一下下～

追逐的东西

2010-04-10T11:41:00.002+08:00

《《追》》张国荣

這一生　也在進取　這分鐘　卻掛念誰
我會說　是唯獨你不可失去
好風光　似幻似虛　誰明人生樂趣
我會說　為情為愛　仍然是對

誰比你重要
成功了敗了　也完全無重要
誰比你重要　狂風與暴雨都因你燃燒

一追再追　只想追趕生命裡一分一秒
原來多麼可笑　你是真正目標
一追再追　追蹤一些生活最基本需要
原來早不缺少　ha...
有了你　即使平凡卻最重要

好光陰　縱沒太多　一分鐘　那又如何
會與你　共同渡過　都不枉過
瘋戀多　錯誤更多　如能重新做過
我會說　願能為你　提前做錯

誰比你重要
成功\\\了敗了　也完全無重要
誰比你重要　狂風與暴雨都因你燃燒

一追再追　只想追趕生命裡一分一秒
原來多麼可笑　你是真正目標
一追再追　追蹤一些生活最基本需要
原來早不缺少　ha...
有了你　即使平凡卻最重要

一追再追　只想追趕生命裡一分一秒
原來多麼可笑　你是真正目標
一追再追　追蹤一些生活最基本需要
原來早不缺少　Oh...只得你
會叫我彷彿人群裡最重要
有了你　即使沉睡了　也在笑

just wanna catch a chase catching a minute of life
ordinary you make my life important

追赶生命的一分一秒
追着要做的事，喜欢的人，再高再远的
有着目标也是平凡的。

sunday

2010-04-04T12:36:00.002+08:00

终于等到晴朗的天空

一大片蓝色

挂着休等符号

反方向躺着

闭眼想在海边

沙沙的海浪声就在耳边

清闲

不想着

2010-03-27T20:11:00.002+08:00

又下着一场很大的雨，
在过后那一天。在现在和之前那一天
7天的忙碌

好像没那么执着
是好像这样没错

是真的好像也好，也许假装也好
很想忘记
要放下
要像认识你的昨天一样平静。

相信了

2010-03-10T20:50:00.002+08:00

烦了好久一下下。。
因为有些不明白的东西

不过呢，今天经过一些小步伐，弄懂了
只要去相信
不管它在哪里，做什么，怎么样了
都不重要

那种精神回来就好
信心回来就好。

都好了，就够了。

谢谢你，让我相信。

周杰伦《蜗牛》

2010-03-02T23:37:00.002+08:00

该不该搁下重重的壳
寻找到底哪里有蓝天
随着轻轻的风轻轻的飘
历经的伤都不感觉疼

我要一步一步往上爬
等待阳光静静看着它的脸
小小的天有大大的梦想
重重的壳挂着轻轻的仰望
我要一步一步往上爬
在最高点乘着叶片往前飞
让风吹干流过的泪和汗
总有一天我有属于我的天

该不该搁下重重的壳
寻找到底哪里有蓝天
随着轻轻的风轻轻的飘
历经的伤都不感觉疼

我要一步一步往上爬
等待阳光静静看着它的脸
小小的天有大大的梦想
重重的壳挂着轻轻的仰望

我要一步一步往上爬
在最高点乘着叶片往前飞
让风吹干流过的泪和汗
总有一天我有属于我的天

我喜欢那句“小小的天有大大的梦想
重重的壳挂着轻轻的仰望”

那个仰望有一天会被照亮，再慢也会看到旷阔的天空。

洒脱

2010-02-26T11:57:00.002+08:00

如果有下一世，我要做一匹马。
在那辽阔的野原不停的跑

做鱼儿在海里畅游。
想游哪就哪
想跑哪就哪

顺着海流，顺着风

新的。旧的

2010-02-04T00:20:00.000+08:00

很多时候，很想把心放的远远地。
安静的睡觉。
不用理会回应
不用给答复

醒来后，错过太多
该叹息还是回头
都不重要了

good- byes

2010-01-29T09:38:00.003+08:00

"I have to say good bye more times that I like but everyone can say that.
And no matter how many times we do it,
even when it’s for the greater good, it still stinks .
And though we will never forget what we’ve given up.
We owe it to ourselves to keep moving forward.
What we can’t do is live our lives always afraid of the next good bye. Because chances are they are not going to stop.
The trick is to recognize when a good bye can be a good thing, when it’s a chance to start again."

from

sometimes, i forgot to say good bye and give a hug..
it may means less.but that's stays.

我是莲藕

2010-01-21T20:37:00.003+08:00

偶然间，读到一篇文章。。讲解莲藕的。。
只知道那是出于泥而不染的。。没剩下的了。。

莲藕大部分有九孔和七孔之分。。
据说九孔的比较漂亮。。
而七孔的比较鲜嫩。。好吃。。

很久以前我真的很喜欢莲花。。
更爱吃莲藕。。
不过再看到这文章以前都忘了。。
我到底多久没吃过莲藕，看过莲花了？

是老了吗？。。。农历新年还没过。。不算！
不过啊，想着想着。。
如果我可以变成莲藕。。。
要作九孔还是七孔。。
都已经出于泥而不染了。。。要变漂亮吗？
在水里。。埋在泥土里。。。还要在莲藕的内层。。
专家说，要在快速又锐利的刀法下。。才会看到。。

还是要在被吃着。。。那种鲜美。。脆脆嫩嫩的。。

外在和内在。。
虽然理论上是内在重要，不过。。
都要根据大众的眼光来定断吧。。

怎样都好。。。我还是作七孔的。。
吃嘛！！

两天后

2009-12-30T19:43:00.002+08:00

再来两天~
整年就句号了。

整整一年，改变太多事情。
满满的记事本。满满的回忆。
丰富的。

长大了。
又一岁了。

倒数5.4.3.2.1

在三十小时后。
再见了，零九年。

时间，真的太太太快。
是因为过的很充足~ ^^

圣诞快乐~

2009-12-25T11:04:00.002+08:00

看看九把刀的书。。。
晒晒太阳。。
上上网。。听听五月天的歌
放假真的很爽，没有压力。没有考试

享受这个安静的圣诞，虽然没有热闹的气氛，没有响亮的圣诞歌。
FACEBOOK 的留言。。
多多的祝福..远是远了点。不过也够了。
这个圣诞不能一起庆祝，那下次好了~

再把九把刀的书包来送你。

倒数

2009-12-13T15:40:00.002+08:00

最后倒数第三个星期天。
三点钟的太阳。

再不写些东西，这里都要铺满尘了
终于又要放假了。。
一个月不到吧。。

会有什么不同。到时回家看就懂
到底要写些什么，都不懂。
隔空太久。。
悲的伤的。。不能动。。。
也没什么开心的。。

就是太闷。。。
连出门都要禁止

哪天就疯了~
拿着羽毛要飞就惨~

the eagle:hotel califonia

2009-11-11T21:51:00.002+08:00

On a dark desert highway
Cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas
Rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance
I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy, and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself
This could be Heaven or this could be Hell
Then she lit up a candle
And she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor
I thought I heard them say

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely place (background)
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year
Any time of year (background)
You can find it here
You can find it here

Her mind is Tiffany twisted
She's got the Mercedes Benz
She's got a lot of pretty, pretty boys
That she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard
Sweet summer sweat
Some dance to remember
Some dance to forget
So I called up the Captain
Please bring me my wine
He said
We haven't had that spirit here since 1969
And still those voices are calling from far away
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely Place
Such a lovely Place (background)
Such a lovely face
They're livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise
What a nice surprise (background)
Bring your alibi's

Mirrors on the ceiling
Pink champagne on ice
And she said
We are all just prisoners here
Of our own device
And in the master's chambers
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives
But they just can't kill the beast
Last thing I remember
I was running for the door
I had to find the passage back to the place I was before
Relax said the nightman
We are programmed to receive
You can check out any time you like
But you can never leave

(such a nice old song^^nice vocal ,good meaning)

free download: http://rs572.rapidshare.com/files/157693616/Eagles_-_Hotel_California.mp3

too long to go...

2009-10-31T11:40:00.006+08:00

最近的心情起伏不定。。。
一个人走在小路都有想哭的感觉涌着涌着。。
阴天和下雨天容易变灰。。

尽量让自己开心
转移所有视线。。
“往好的方面。。一定要往前看。。”

路途太远。。
走离起点太远。。
好像忘记了什么。。掉了什么。。很重要的东西。。

之前朋友说过，
这个学期已经不懂为了什么记载满满的课业学识。。为了什么而考试。。
那时，我真的以为这种忙碌更是证明了我的存在。

怎么在拐几个弯曲的路和斜坡。。
就经不起考验。。

太远的路。。让人厌倦
充电的来源。。。还很远

坚持。

pasar malam

2009-10-29T19:29:00.005+08:00

forgot how long ago...
i havent been to pasar malam ..

miss the food~~the ais kacang...the snack..shoes..bag...
walking around with one direction..
even felt pack..but..kinda miss that now..

imaging i m walking on the middle of stalls..
with all the noise..songs from cetak rompak..
"buble tea" on my right hand..
wondering what should i tried later..
"lok lok" or "asam laksa"?

i wish~~~~i can be there in the next minute~
yes, is impossible...

still~~~
the picture..all around my head...
one year plus~not even think of that before.. why now???
haiz..
so crazy~~
in a sudden...love you so much!! PASAR MALAM

gitmy2009>>PENCIL>>

2009-10-28T01:21:00.002+08:00

看到朋友的POSTout。。
以铅笔为题材的VIDEO。。

来来去去。。。都在那儿。。。
有很多用处啦。。
比钢笔实用等。。

比喻成百变的东西。。
连生命也加进故事里。。

说来，那也不过是一支笔。。
外面是木，里面是铅。。

用于记录的文具。。除了它，更多更好的都可以代替过去。。
甚至有那么一天。。它会消失，绝灭。。

这么普通的文具。。用什么才能让它与众不同呢。。

没特别的。。因为它是普通。。是平凡不过。。
特别的。。也是如此的平凡。。
又或者说，太处处可见。。

那是种方便，
留下的痕迹再乱都擦得掉。。
相对的，
那是种脆弱，
就算再完美，也不过如烟。。

偏偏，它是那么坚强。。
一划一笔的创造着记忆。。

倔强的证明它的存在。。

当天要黑了。。

2009-10-17T15:56:00.003+08:00

下午总是无聊。。
不想读书。。
没心情看戏。。

逼自己作功课。。
托来托去。。。
懒到。。

好想去透透气。。

吹吹风。。

又一天

2009-10-11T22:40:00.002+08:00

在万隆多一天。。
多一夜的寒冷。。
多一次的宁静。

看这承重到不行的考卷。。
那年的他们，还不是经历过这些。。

东看西看。。只有“压抑”两个字。。

摇了摇头，这只是开始“压抑”的第一天
还有多十四天。。加多格外一天跳跃七天后的下下周~

如果考试们都听懂人话
要对它们说什么呢

“来吧~”。。（好勇哦，都还没准备）
不用讲，它都会来嘛。。

“去吧”。。希望它来得快，去得也快。。

“啊！！！！”这将会是每天愉快的呐喊。。

嗯，视线要回到头痛的爱人们~
噢~~书啊书。。字啊字。。
请你们飘到我脑里。。呆多两个星期。。

总神们~要保佑多点。。

完美+衡量

2009-10-04T23:42:00.003+08:00

定义是衡量的。。
用尺。用眼睛。用心。用感觉。。

依个人所为吧。。

女人总喜欢问
“你爱我吗？”

男人会回：爱

女人又会问“多爱阿？”

就算回答无数遍。。她还是会问。。

爱要多少才算深。。
靠感觉。。
靠信赖。。
靠牺牲。。

是吗？

人不是都爱追求完美。。

但，
总觉得
再这样或那样。。
可以更好些。。

满足。
在每一分钟的现在，成长着。。。

我觉得，

每一样细小缺口。。。小习惯。。。
最最不起眼的。。
可能就是你要的依靠。。

在不完美里面
只属于你的完美。。

白色的

2009-10-01T22:39:00.003+08:00

把谢掉的花换了
加上下了雨后的空气
留个淡淡的菊花味

嗯。

就这样
是属于女生的吧。

静静听歌。。
静静幻想。。

不用想为什么活着
为什么是女生不是男生
为什么不知道自己喜欢什么颜色
为什么连上为什么

真的不等于什么。
还是坐在那里
看着那朵白色菊花

发呆。

救命

2009-09-29T21:52:00.002+08:00

开学。
一大堆问题。。
搞到我真的有够头痛~~~~

考试又要到了。。
lab也都来了。。
这个撞那个。。那个撞这个····晕
对这学期的忙碌还很期待一下下。。。。wakaka

戴祖丽啊戴祖丽~~~
抛开乌云吧！!!!!!
问题要解决~~
书要读~~~

好好去面对它们！！！！
不难不难·····
别让小小事烦死~~
哎哟！！不是笨蛋来啦~

懒惰的一天

2009-09-05T15:58:00.002+08:00

看着阴阴的天空

记得我说过：“再远。。我们还站在同一片天空下。”

熟悉那下雨的味道，
你说。是我们相同的嗜好。

站在巴士站，等雨停的时候
不说话；和突然的笑声。。
哼着“晴天”。。

想了很久，原来我们的共同点这样少。

没有话题
就没了联络。

没有时间
就少了见面。

MSN没有。。
电话也没有。

到底是什么把我们连线

想了想
大概是~沉默。

站在同一片天空，也一样安静。
真的很讽刺。

保持微笑

2009-08-30T12:51:00.002+08:00

我不懂安慰，不会说话。给你这歌，希望你早日康复。

最后一次
歌手：郑秀文

即使我的真感情瞒得住
即使眼光勉强的摆到别处
想起你的好处想起那些相处
令我连叹气也没法自如

讲不惯的心中情谈不尽

演不惯的这处境失去自控

不止你不相信即使我都不信

为你连两臂也没法相拥

如果这首歌将要对你唱最后一次

如果将这种感觉对你说最后一次

情感会更阵真挚连呼吸也不可以

犹如堤缺后无法停止

如果这眼睛将要对你等最后一次

如果将这生恋爱对你爱最后一次

时光合更加真挚回忆都更加精细

然而为你为难过不已

不只这一次

迷了路

2009-08-29T15:35:00.002+08:00

刚刚迷了路。
还以为会从小路回到自己住区，怎么知道走着走着就到陌生的地区。。
看到小路旁种稻的山腰，还以为上了山。。

原来在附近也有些山区。。
只是太里面了。。没经过，也懒得去闯~

万隆很大。。
DAGO POJOK 也很大。。
这样一个名字，
不能说是隐藏。。是本来的。。原始的。。很美的。。
喜欢它的自然，老太太的亲切。。（不然真的回不到家）

小孩们的追逐。。好像把我带回家。。。在乡村的小时候。。
很土很土。。。偏偏又有那么些甘甘的甜味。。

我是糊涂。。。
可是，我爱这场迷路之旅。
如果有带相机就好。。。

eyes on me..

2009-08-25T23:39:00.002+08:00

《eyes on me》是final fantasy xiii 的主题曲。

老歌一首。。不过真的很好听。

王菲的声音配上这样浪漫的音乐。。一绝~~~

刚刚认识这歌是在很小时候吧。。在阿姨家的电视看到的。。
隔了七八年。。那种感觉依然没变。

看看这MV 吧。找final fantasy 的版本。比较好看。。hoho

要下载就到 http://cdn1-45.projectplaylist.com/...88731.mp3

没有病毒的啦~

慢慢品尝~~~

向大地头球~~~

2009-08-24T17:52:00.004+08:00

《向大地头球》是新剧。男主角是东方神起的允浩。
女主角本来是韩佳人，《魔女幼希》女主角。但被拒绝了。

换成高雅罗，二十来头的女生哦~

故事讲述了生活贫穷但具有热情的球员车锋俊，
在三流人生中像奇迹般成功的描述人道主义的电视剧~~

本剧将在9月9日首播。。
记得多多支持！！

来看些拍摄照片吧！！！！

星期天

2009-08-23T14:21:00.002+08:00

最近爱上了小鬼的《不屑》。。好听

那句：人类如果没有心脏，那就好了。。

受伤不会流血，悲伤也不会流泪。。

平常听歌都忘了听词。。单单的旋律。。轻轻的键盘。。
到底音乐是什么。。教人这样容易心动和悲伤。。

要是那天真的没听到什么。。我真的没有心脏咯。。

过路

2009-08-18T20:03:00.002+08:00

今天真够力的。。
本来满满的课。。被取消剩下一堂。。
还要40分钟后就走人。。
太潇洒的~~~~~

不过。。如果呆在家。。还不是一样无聊。。

本来无奈的。

在回家的路途。。看到了她。
一个每天蹲在便利店旁的女人。
有人说她是傻的：有人说她是妓女。。
她每天在那里呆呆的。。
不懂她在想什么。。

或许她在等人。。一个不归的人。。

忽然就这样想知道。。她的故事。。和眼里的沧桑。。

下雨了。

2009-08-15T15:49:00.002+08:00

还是写华文好些。。
英文太烂了~

过了一年的大学生活，
万隆还是一样
地方；天气；路人；街边档口~~~
学校一样多人。。
今天看到学弟学妹。。
心叹“哇~又一年了”
想当年的我们~~~也不过如此。。{我们好一些啦~hoho}

就是因为这样，才觉得时间很快吧。。
身边的。。一个个快毕业了。。
承认吧~老了
所以？
应该没什么所以咯。。
一样的重复。。
懒得起床。。
懒得走路。。

下了一场小雨。
天空还不是一样蓝色~
所以叻。。所以叻。。

用心点~过活！！
开心点~吃。喝。玩。乐~~

想当年~~

start over~

2009-08-13T22:28:00.002+08:00

yes, back Bandung already..
happily use all my holiday full with memories...
working gains experience..
playing twice at Pangkor...even it is near to my place..
stil this is the first time been to there,
such a nice and peaceful place..hoho

sorry to all those at K.L.. dint got time to meet you all guys..

nirvana gang....zzzz
very2 sorry...

next time..will arrange time well~

so, back to bandung..for 2nd year~

when everything start..
fighting!!!!!

sunday morning rain is falling~~

2009-07-05T11:06:00.001+08:00

what a nice sunday morning 2day....ahhh

no more morning shift..
relax and enjoy...hoohoo

time pass too fast..going to end this holiday few more weeks..
before all the pressure comes again..

play..

transformers 2: the revange of fallen~

2009-07-01T23:20:00.009+08:00

this is one of the best movie i ever watch till now..
the 1st one already amazzzz me..but the 2nd one much more beter..
Micheal Bay..and the rest of movie maker..
so respect them..thx for making so nice movie..

the hull action from the first till the end...
is so smooth...every part..event when i watch in the cinema..
everyone claps after it ends..

for those who havent watch..go n enjoy..all the details..

you wont regrate tat!!

share some foto here..

visit also www.transformersmovie.com

games, wall paper all there~~

and last~ suport original for this time~~~^^

say no~~

2009-06-19T18:39:00.003+08:00

now..
everyday go work at SunShine~~
the weather going to kill me soon...
superr hot~~~

stil, very boring...
when got nothing to do..

but learn a lot there..see dfren ppl..
cute n old couple..
uncle teddy^^ comes around few times everyday..

and the nasi lemak untie..so cute n yeah~~

anyway,
i did something super cool~~hoho..

not selling rokok to the teenage!!

yeah~~kakak tahu kamu tak cukup umur!!
dengar cakap emakmu lah!!
jangan merayau-rayau dan lepak lagi!!

hohohoho~~~^^

I am back~~~^^

2009-06-01T13:16:00.007+08:00

finally back to where i belong...Msia~~~
yake a long breath jiuz now...sooo great..
except the weather..SUPER HOT~~~~~
EVEN INSIDE SING MA~~

my god..most things change here..
Nando.. 3 floor d..

but the mcd stil taste nice.. n cheaper~~hohohoho
just now jln-jln at petaling street~~
so happy```

finally.. share some foto on the plane..
love the view~~

done a part. go to new life..

2009-05-30T01:23:00.002+08:00

finish all the exam d..dont know how it will end..
but stil wanna give hope..
think it positive.. everything will be fine as it will to be..
pack and go back~~~ hoho

2 more days..
but miss everyone here~

time for a rest..

2009-05-20T12:48:00.002+08:00

finally..there is 2 test leave..
12 days to go..
then go back and have a great holiday..
long time dint stay at hse and just sleep on bed and watch movies..
cutting down the stress now..
all these studies thing going to end.
then 2nd year begin soon..kind of hard these days..but there will be harder next sem

super lazy to clean my room..
juz sleep n sleep n sleep... then go 4 english test lah..hoho

BEAUTY TIPS

2009-05-17T21:55:00.002+08:00

* For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For beautiful eyes, look for the good in other people.
* To lose weight, let go of stress, hatred, anger, contentment and the need to control others.
* Rather than focus on the thorns of life, smell the roses and count your blessings, giving thanks to each one of them.
* For poise, walk with knowledge and self-esteem.
* To strengthen your arms, touch someone with your love.
* To strengthen your heart, forgive yourself and others, don't worry and hurry so much.
* Rather than walk this earth lightly, walk firmly with determination to leave your mark.
* Doing these things on a daily basis will certainly make you a more beautiful person.

taken from:http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/ekayana-extraordinary

OnAir..

2009-05-10T19:08:00.003+08:00

* the most romantic screen* ^^

back to on air drama again..
so so nice and simple romance..
not about pretty girls n guys...

anyway....
study also have too keep it up and up~~~

want it to on air till 29th may,5pm.

huaithing!!!

hmmm...facebooking~~

2009-05-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

now everyone seems like on facebook for the quiz huh..
and create more and more for themselfs..
so, pls ah..dont make it so hard..

that kind" how well do you know me"
haha..anyway, have fun~~
exam also..

last countdown for going back..1 more month to go!!

紫藤花

2009-04-27T21:01:00.001+08:00

紫藤花有个古老而美丽的传说：有一个美丽的女孩想要一段情缘，
于是她每天祈求天上的红衣月老能成全。
终于红衣月老被女孩的虔诚感动了，在她的梦中对她说：“在春天到来的时候，在后山的小树林里，
她会遇到一个白衣男子，那就是她想要的的情缘。”
等到春暖花开的日子，痴心的女孩如约独自来到了后山小树林。
等待她美丽的情缘--白衣男子的到来。
可一直等到天快黑了，那个白衣男子还是没有出现，
女孩在紧张失望之时，反而被草丛里的蛇咬伤了脚踝。
女孩不能走路了，家也难回了，心里害怕极了。
在女孩感到绝望无助的时刻，白衣男子出现了，
女孩惊喜地呼喊着救命，白衣男子上前用嘴帮她吸出了脚踝上被蛇咬过的毒血，
女孩从此便深深地爱上了他。可是白衣男子家境贫寒，
他们的婚事遭到了女方父母的反对。最终二个相爱的人双双跳崖徇情。
在他们徇情的悬崖边上长出了一棵树，那树上居然缠着一棵藤，
并开出朵朵花坠，紫中带蓝，灿若云霞。后人称那藤上开出的花为紫藤花，
紫藤花需缠树而生，独自不能存活，便有人说紫藤就是女孩的化身，
白衣男子就是树的化身，紫藤为情而生，无爱而亡。

settle what?!

2009-04-23T00:26:00.003+08:00

why these people so free ?
is it so fun to blam people and spead the rumous like that?
not hurt enough?

what did wrong?
show your prove!!

non of you all got eyes to see the situation d?
not helping , fine.
don't be so sibuk!

create such a rumous?!
create your own call "prove"?
what the hell happen to you all?

what to jelous?
what to blame?
talk face to face!!

if not shut up.

give an explaination atleast.

is not call settle yet!!

day off

2009-04-16T22:14:00.002+08:00

finish bio d...
woo~ again have a small rest~
prepare 4 the international day~~
hope we can sell all our food!!

aza-aza..have fun everyone..

hutan raya trip~

2009-04-11T20:24:00.002+08:00

what a good trip on hutan raya..
the smell of the forest..
sound of water fall..
everything so natural

how long haven't been to jungle tracking..
love this trip~~ >.<

kampung daun~~~
so relax....
is a nice place to eat and sleep..hoho

i am so sure there will be another trip again!!

now, i love bandung more and more...
weather nice. windy.
like the blue blue sky..
love the view~~

the travel of the jungel tracking.
indeed super tired as these days keep on doing sport..

but on the way off from that Taman Raya..
i saw a beutiful view..
the mountain..sky..trees on top..
all of a sudden..
"this is the place i walk through"
wow, i proud of myself walking in these mountain..

everything is just as simple as that..
as beauty as it is..

>> nature is the name.

meaning?

2009-04-09T14:50:00.004+08:00

what a nice weather 2day...
under this deep blue sky...
sooo relaxing...
for now..

soon, i will be like chin chin..no time to study..
everyday see she study n study n study..
soo hard to get a beter mark..

sometimes i ask myself..
am i really ready for 2nd year..
with all the reports to prepare while exam still running..
and all those essays question in short time answered..

why i always too relax..
too positive thinking..

meaning?!

as long as what i did is by my own hands..with honest..
not just"try my best"
but "do my best"

i will proud of myself..^^

soo, tai tzu lee ah tai tzu lee..
study!!!!!

stop letting people worried~~~~~

cake house

2009-04-05T22:28:00.003+08:00

i want a cake with wet orange sponge..with some dry cherry , inside..
there will be sorbet in between the orange sponge..

the cake coated with thick fresh cream...
and hazelnut...all over the cake..

the top... full of fresh yogurt white cream..
friuts on top with clear jelly thin layered..

haizzzz..i wish i will take care of a cake house someday..

52 years to go...

2009-03-29T00:45:00.003+08:00

i check some mail 2day..

n play a game .. countdown of my age..

know how far can i go..

i dont mind, juz a game

so..

answer says that i wil died on the year 2061

52 years to go..

what i can do in this 52 years?

never think bout that deep..

nonsence a lot..

i tried to list down 100 things that i wish to do in my life..

bout few years ago..n i still keep that paper..

yes.. only one or two is done.. from the 100 target...hmm

but i got 52 years to finish it..

n leave no regrate..

in this 52 years..anything will hapen

cant wait.. for tomorrow.. not juzt 52years later...

far way to go!!!

there is 3 things i wrote in my list:(what i stil remember)

1)keep whatever i think is important..(food, foto,books..memories)

2)stay positive like now in whatever situation.(happy n smile to everyone)

3)be thankfull of what i have and what i dont have.(dont ask y..just want to be fair to those that i cant have)

so, whether is 52 years or 100 years ..

stil i am who i am..tzutzu...........

let all the past be the past.

i dont wanna care and i dont wanna know why those happen.

逃亡

2009-03-27T11:30:00.002+08:00

「歌詞」孫燕姿－逃亡
逃亡作詞：林怡芬　作曲：李偲菘　編曲：Kenn.C

踩著月光，打開車窗，

離開這城市想找個解放

一路開往，最高那一座山

孤單的想像，寂寞的逃亡

我想是偶爾難免沮喪，

想離開，想躲起來

心裡的期待，總是填不滿

我看著山下千萬的窗，誰不曾感到失望

就算會徬徨，也還要去闖

關於未來，只有自己明白

不想讓心情，被現實打敗

一路開往，最高那一座山

孤單的想像，寂寞的逃亡

我站在靠近天的頂端，張開手全都釋放

用月光取暖，給自己力量

才發現關於夢的答案，一直在自己手上

只有自己能，讓自己發光

cakessss.........

2009-03-24T18:47:00.011+08:00

The cake consists of 2 layers of springy genoise sponge (brushed with rum or whisky), 1 layer of dark chocolate mousse, 1 layer of chocolate mascarpone cream and a thin layer of chocolate glaze.

Fresh blueberries are perfectly complemented by creamy lemon and orange sorbets. Chopped walnuts are added for a little crunch and added depth of flavor.

comes together easily with store-bought raspberry sorbet, vanilla ice cream, frozen pound cake, and fresh raspberries.

~~**the most and the one and only beloved>> MAnGO yOgHUrt CakE**~~

This cake is from CAKE SENSE which i work before at Taman megah..

i miss the taste so so much.. its containing ice-cream yorghut.. and the best time to eat is fresh from the freg...

CONCLUSION::

noneed to talk when you face the cake..

people feel happy when they think of CaKesSsSsS..

Block

2009-03-21T23:23:00.003+08:00

don't know what to say
did everything for this?

yes, did harder
and understand well..

so what still i get?
nothing.

so excited to do the question
for nothing but many empty...

i really felt sorry for lai n ray..
sorry to disappointed you 2

and really appreciate for the time to teach me.
thank you.
joon ,wen....and others

now, nothing to do but wish to have another chance.

sky chord (bleach ed) by thuji shion

2009-03-09T12:38:00.003+08:00

I can’t sing a song with straightforward lyrics

Because It always ends with sugar coated words
Since when did someone as lazy as I am learn to protect anything?

What color catches you from the sky visible in the school yard

At times I want the white clouds to turn black too
Dont leave me *sky chord*, you would’ve stayed here back then

I’ve already lost you *sky chord*, this isn’t anyones fault, however

I know there are many more important things than becoming an adult

But I’ll be growing up the whole time figuring out what they are
I wanted to stay up till daybreak when I was a kid

Now being chased with time I don’t even have enough sleep
Dont leave me *sky chord*, you would’ve stayed here back then

I’ve already lost you *sky chord*, I want to teach you
I know there are many more important things than becoming an adult

But I’ll be growing up the whole time figuring out what they are
I know we can’t stay like this forever, so let’t take that first step

Those words I’ve written in the notebook will never be changed
I know there are many more important things than becoming an adult

But I’ll be growing up the whole time figuring out what they are
For I can no longer be like a child

sunday morning

2009-03-08T11:11:00.003+08:00

after days~ of buzy....

finally, can take a good relax day..

i love sunday morning the most!!

can cook

can sleep whole day

can sit there do nothing

hohoho...

and, go out for a walk...

go simpang pasar~

everything super cheap!!

vege...fruit..chicken is the best price..

i dont thing you can get so many in such a price...

now, i like go simpang pasar!!

INSA (Farewell) (OST- a millionaire's first love)

2009-02-28T01:18:00.002+08:00

Even that time when the wind stays

Its not enough for me.

I smile one more time and give my final greeting:

I love you.

I am tired now and love hurts but

Even if that time is just a memory

I have to give my final greeting.

I love you,

I love you.

Fly away Fly away LOVE

MondAY~~ too cute

2009-02-16T19:44:00.004+08:00

這陣子每次出門不知道該吃什麼的時候，

腦海中總是毫不猶豫的直接浮現出麥當勞三個字，
(為什麼不是樂透號碼= =)
應該是說每當我肚子微微的感到飢餓的時候，

我就正好看到麥當勞叔叔坐在長椅上翹著二郎腿對我微笑，

然後我就被他帥氣的姿勢所吸引了!

(= =當然不是)
到底是為什麼?
在我咬下第一口漢堡前三秒的時間裡我思考了一下這個問題，

(前三秒其實是在拆包裝紙一一v)
然後我似乎有了答案
在我接著咬下第二口漢堡然後第一口還沒吞下去的瞬間，
我吸了一大口可樂然後答案被可樂冰凍了!

(我想應該是噎到了 = =)

最近我也很想冰凍一句話，
那就是【經濟不景氣】

我實在很不想提到這句話，
但現在隨便打開電視開啟網頁，
甚至想聽個廣播看本雜誌大家開頭標題第一句話
就是最近經濟不景氣。

而媒體的功用就是找到大家最關心的事
然後無限放大播送，
就在一連串關於失業、無薪假、裁員的報導強烈播送中

忽然出現一則新聞，
那則新聞的記者以非常不可思議的口吻描述，

內容大至如下
【最近經濟不景氣台灣居然有一群小朋友長這麼大沒吃過麥當勞，真是好可憐。】
長那麼大!!我沒聽錯吧。

我長到他們那麼大的時候我也沒吃過阿!
(不知道看到這則新聞的阿公阿嬤們是怎樣的感覺)
也許真的是時代不同了，
吃不吃的起麥當勞竟然也成為一種經濟的指標。

看完了這則新聞
我忽然覺得我的人生中
似乎出現了那麼一點點缺憾，

( = = 又來了!)
我決定彌補一下這多年來的缺憾，
我再度說服自己擁有進出麥當勞之權力義務。
(太容易就說服了吧!= =)

我想我應該可以在我眾多的新年新希望裡
大大方方的寫上麥當勞三個字吧!
必竟這是我人生中一個小小的缺憾。
(叔叔有練過小朋友不要學習)
就在此時貼心的麥當勞叔叔又輕輕的推了我一把，

(被栽贓了= =)
電視廣告忽然出現
【麥當勞雙魚堡年年有雙魚好運皆成雙】
中國人最樂觀了，

因為我們都相信只要許願只要有希望就會成功，
這種邊吃邊帶來好運的食物有誰可以抗拒呢!
(和尚、尼姑之類的一一v)!

加上大餘的Hello Kitty又可愛又可以保佑事業財富，
送人自用兩相怡。

為什麼是魚呢?!魚跟餘同音，
中國人的新年吃魚代表年年有魚(年年有餘)，
也可以說是年年都有剩餘錢財。

更何況說的是雙魚堡，
(一一v 雙餘喔)
加上大餘的Hello kitty，
(= =v 大魚大魚)
Hello Kitty是貓，
貓抓魚就是代表抓住財富，
甚至是帶來過多的財富。
(可以在掰多一點= =)

從沒想過Hello Kitty也這麼多功能!
(哆啦A夢也沒想到吧)
中國人對於吃真的是無所不用其極。
我也算不辜負老祖先們的智慧，一次全都用上了!

但我想今年大家都有一個共同的願望，
不要減薪、不要裁員，
我想工作、我想上班，
曾幾何時上班加班已經變成是一種幸福呢!
佛教團體最近有個廣告號召大家來許願不管大願小願，

只要許願就會成功就有希望，
因此有人去點了光明燈，
(那個人最後好像辦理退費了 = =)

保佑自己的事業運在來年能順利，
時代進步除了廟裡的光明燈要點之外，
網路的力量也是不容忽略的隱形力量，
於是網路上也開始有很多人在自己的Blog上貼上好運貼紙，
靠大家串聯而產生的力量去吸引好運來臨!
(至少秘密這本書是這麼說的)
心想事成，
多許願就越容易吸引更多的好事降臨!

麥當勞叔叔也在此輕輕的推了大家一把

(好忙喔他 = =反正坐在椅子上閒著也是閒著)

valentine=single day

2009-02-15T12:05:00.004+08:00

have a great valentine this year
seems everyone of us enjoy it very well..
all meet at PVJ..
girls so pretty, guys look so good..

thats the way it should be..

and the chocolate milk...sprite..
seems Carrefour give valentine gift as well.. yeah
oh.. thx 4 the chocolate n sweets lai2..

valentine 4 all~~cheers!!

last day of CNY

2009-02-09T23:43:00.002+08:00

today is the 15th ..
also as chinese valentine day...
but seems so quite
not much ppl go celebrate and trow the oranges as last time..

every year the new year feel getting lesser...
harder get frenz reunion again

hoping next new year will be way better..
happy Chinese new year 4 last time of this year.

元宵节快乐！

holiday (finish)...back to where i belong ..(now)

2009-02-04T22:11:00.003+08:00

start again, everything
have to be ready fighting again.
have little bit more relax....
cannot.

study is study
thats the law
when its on, its on!
thats the rule.

holiday...back to where i belong

2009-01-09T00:15:00.003+08:00

finaly...
can go back..
cant wait till 16th january..
cant wait 4 the chinese new year..

wanna meet u all..
miss u all tooo much.

yeah, not tat happy for the exam..
but, should let go anyway..
whats over is done..

let it be,
and enjoy 4 this moment...
enjoy every moment...

soo many things to do went back later...
4 those went back soon..
happy holiday~~~

want to continue imagine from now..
wat to eat at msia later...
wats the plan..
in morning ..
afternoon
night

hm...
i should start packing..
wahaha~~~

I am finally going home.

new day..not new life

2009-01-01T13:02:00.000+08:00

1st day, everything stay the same
wake up late...
still hearing the same noisy constuction sounds outside the window..
still have to study hard for the coming exam..

"still" is to stick on things that haven't complete from the past 2008
as responsible
as a bridge to cross 2009..

time is not a number..
but a reminder..
for what you have done so far..
that shine your life,
that made you cry,
that included mistakes..
all the memories..

AND STILL...
you have to stay strong..
believe in yourself and what you really want
continue the journey that you have decided..

journey that ensure your dream came true

last day of 2008

2008-12-31T17:09:00.000+08:00

so..
have to say farewell to 2008..
so many things happen this year
no time to think properly and enjoy every moment..

still, will have new beginning soon

to everyone:
HAPPY NEW YEAR

ps: for my special fren..
don't be sad..
you will be fine soon..
you will find someone better then him..
take care wherever you go..
always support you~~
JIA YOU!!

ASSINGMENT 3>> Triumph of the Nerds: Great Artists Steal…

2008-12-28T15:40:00.000+08:00

By 1980, Apple was already the biggest Personal Computer (PC) producing company in the world. Then IBM came up with its own version of the PC to challenged Apple. Nevertheless, PC usage was still not convenient enough, and the race to make the PC more user-friendly began…

The journey to make PC more user-friendly began at the Palo Alto Research Centre (PARC), where under funding by Xerox, engineers had developed the precursor to the modern, user-friendly PC, which is the Graphic User Interface (GUI). Unfortunately Xerox did not appreciate the benefits of the GUI, and Steve Jobs soon snatched the opportunity by copying the idea and further developing it into the Apple PC. The IBM PC was hurting Apple’s sales, and this was due to the software in the IBM PC. Steve Jobs then recruited Microsoft to write the applications for the new Apple PC. Initially, Apple tried to produce LISA, a PC utilizing GUI, but there was a problem. LISA didn’t work properly, and it had an extremely high price tag, which in the end turned the LISA into a flop. Then came the Macintosh, Apple’s second effort to introduce the user-friendly PC, and it proved to be a hit.

Although the Macintosh, or “Mac” was “insanely great” and despite the hype due to intense advertising, the sales of the Mac were disastrous. The applications in the Mac was still scarce, having only the “Mac Paint” and “Mac Write”, as compared to the IBM PC, which on the other hand, contained applications that people could really use, such as the spreadsheet etc. Another problem is the dot-matrix printer. GUI just couldn’t “express” its fullest potential due to limitation in printing. Then, developments were done on the printer by Adobe which introduced laser-printing, bringing salvation to the Mac, creating a whole new business― word processing.

Nevertheless, Mac sales were still flat, and Steve Jobs left Apple after a sharp contention arose between him and John Scully. The years after Steve Jobs were the most profitable for Apple. Sales rose to millions a year. In the background, Microsoft was plotting to unleash its own version of the GUI, as it saw the Mac as a competitor to the MS-DOS. Out came Windows…

Apple sued Microsoft as it felt that it was copying the Mac, but it lost. Then came Windows 95, which sealed the fate of Apple, pushing it into a niche in the PC industry. Although Microsoft was a success, Bill Gates wasn’t resting on his laurels. He invested in the animation company, Dreamworks and many other ventures. But competitors were starting to rear their heads, one of them being Larry Ellison, who believed the PC will be replaced by an “information device”.

The future is the internet. Everyone knows it. And Bill Gates, Larry Ellison agrees on that.

ASSINGMENT 2>>Triumph of the Nerds: Riding the Bear2

2008-12-28T15:35:00.000+08:00

“Triumph of the Nerds: Riding the Bear” is deal with the initial introduction of the Personal Computer (PC), and the rise of Microsoft as a major company the produces the world’s most widely use Operating System (OS).

IBM dominated the PC market in short term, but soon it returned to become a mainframe producing company. Microsoft on the other hand, while “riding the bear”, and rose to the top in the end.

IBM fought back by creating the OS2, which was planned to overcome the clone issue. Microsoft’s business is being threaten, and they responded by creating Windows. A disagreement arose which soon caused the partnership between IBM and Microsoft to disintegrate.

IBM was losing ground in the now rapidly expanding PC market. But Microsoft was still doing great since most of the rival company’s of IBM bought their OS from them.

When Apple marketed one of the world’s first PCs, IBM also intended to enter the newly expanding PC market.On the other hand, IBM also planned to used “Open Architecture” to come up with a PC within a year.The good news is, IBM have almost everything, the keyboard, monitor etc, but they lack 1 thing, the OS and the computer language. Then two candidates came to mind, Bill Gates’ Microsoft and Gary Kildall’s Inter-galactic Digital Research.At last, IBM turned away from Gary Kildall and instead choose Microsoft. It didn’t matter that Microsoft didn’t have an OS, but with only $50000, Microsoft bought an OS from an obscure small company and the rest was history. Microsoft was on the way to success…

(ASSINGMENT)>>Triumph of the Nerds: Impressing their Friends 1

2008-12-28T15:13:00.000+08:00

“Triumph of the Nerds: Impressing their Friends”, it is about the emergence of the Personal Computer (PC), stimulating the “PC Revolution”.

At first, Apple had a shaky beginning, but Steve Jobs turned to venture capital for funding. This resulting the new “Apple II”. The “Apple II” being brilliantly designed by Steve Jobs. This can be seen from the sales and profits were so good that Apple soon have more money than they can spend. Unfortunately the PC was still mostly for hobbyist. When it came to the software and applications, which made the PC more useful. The first to appear is the spread sheet, VISICALC. At it came just at the right time, at a time when the commercial world was booming, and a spread sheet program was proofing to be really useful.

In 1975, Ed Roberts introduced the world’s first PC, the Altair 8800. This stimulated the founding of computer clubs, one of them being the “Homebrew Club”. Still it was practically useless, until Paul Allen came up with a “basic interpreter” or software for it, known as “Basic”. After a successful demonstration with “Basic” using the Altair, Paul Allen team up with Bill Gates and founded Microsoft in Albuquerque. Soon, by the end of 1975, a few companies producing micro-computer cropped out.

The PC industry was developing rapidly, and PC companies have mushroomed to meet the enormous demand, but still Apple dominated the scene.

They were big, bulky, and required special care. Besides that, the operators need to learn a bunch of codes in order to operate it. And to add to the problem, every computer used different codes, known as “machine language”. Therefore earlier computers were not convenient. Making the computer a bit more user friendly. Initially, computers were not given much attention. But some did take notice, the “nerds”. Microprocessors were soon created by Intel, replacing transistors and vacuum tubes, and it rolled the ball for what would be the “PC Revolution”.

seven pounds

2008-12-28T13:54:00.000+08:00

this is a movie acting by will smith..
emm..
finally finish it using 3 days....
so boring at the 1st half..

the story is about a successful man lost his wife in an accident.
and cause 7 death in it.
he felt guilty

he wanted to help people a lot..
so he use his time.. find others that need helps then normal people do..
until he in love with a woman that have heart problem..

at last, he kill himself
he gave his heart to his beloved
and his eyes to a blind guy that he humiliate before

not much interesting is it?
but it is a good movie
if u feel boring try watch it..

make you understand,
to love and appreciate.

ps: can take from me, because i download it~~hehe

white rose:
The meaning of a bunch of glowing white roses is innocence and spiritual love. The white rose glorifies a love that is unaware of the temptations of the flesh and resides only in the soul.

四種人

2008-12-27T20:08:00.000+08:00

sorry can't translate to english..bcause really
too long~~
for those understand, enjoy reading~

這是一篇...網路上看到的文章~
不過作者不祥＠＠"
所以＠＠"..花點時間看看吧~

人生就是為了找尋愛的過程，每個人的人生都要找到四個人。

第一個是自己,
第二個是你最愛的人，
第三個是最愛你的人，
第四個是共度一生的人.

首先會遇到你最愛的人，然後體會到愛的感覺；
因為了解被愛的感覺，所以才能發現最愛你的人；
當你經歷過愛人與被愛，學會了愛，才會知道什麼是你需要的，
也才會找到最適合你，能夠相處一輩子的人。
但很悲哀的，在現實生活中，這三個人通常不是同一個人；
你最愛的，往往沒有選擇你；
最愛你的，往往不是你最愛的；
而最長久的，偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的，
只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。

你，會是別人生命中的第幾個人呢？
沒有人是故意要變心的，他愛你的時候是真的愛你，
可是他不愛你的時候也是真的不愛你了，
他愛你的時候沒有辦法假裝不愛你；
同樣的，他不愛你的時候也沒有辦法假裝愛你。
當一個人不愛你要離開你，
你要問自己還愛不愛他，
如果你也不愛他了，千萬別為了可憐的自尊而不肯離開；
如果你還愛他，你應該會希望他過得幸福快樂，
希望他跟真正愛的人在一起，絕不會阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已經不愛他了，
而如果你不愛他，你又有什麼資格指責他變心呢？

愛不是佔有，
你喜歡月亮，不可能把月亮拿下來放在臉盆裡，
但月亮的光芒仍可照進你的房間。
換句話說，你愛一個人，也可以用另一種方式擁有，
讓愛人成為生命裡的永恆回憶，
如果你真愛一個人，就要愛他原來的樣子─愛他的好，也愛他的壞：
愛他的優點，也愛他的缺點，
絕不能因為愛他，就希望他變成自己所希望的樣子，
萬一變不成就不愛他了。
真正愛一個人是無法說出原因的，
你只知道無論何時何地、心情好壞，你都希望這個人陪著你；
真正的感情是兩人能在最艱苦中相守，也就是沒有絲毫要求。
畢竟，感情必須付出，而不是只想獲得；
分開是一種必然的考驗，
如果你們感情不夠穩固，只好認輸，
真愛是不會變成怨恨的。

兩人在談情說愛的時候，
最喜歡叫對方發誓，許下承諾我們為什麼要對方發誓，
就是因為我們不相信對方，我們根本不相信情人，
而這些山盟海誓又很不切實際：
海枯石爛、地老天荒，都不能改變我對你的愛!
明知道海不會枯、石不會爛、地不會老、天不會荒；
就算會，也活不到那時候。
許下諾言的時候千萬注意，不要許下可以實現的諾言，
最好是承諾做不到的事，
反正做不到的，隨便說說也不要緊，
請記住：”不可能實現的諾言最動人”
在愛情裡，說的是一套，做的是另一套；
講的人不相信，聽的人也不相信。
你呢？找到了第幾個？
茫茫人海中，你遇見了誰？誰又遇見了你？

extraordinary x'mas

2008-12-26T02:45:00.000+08:00

23 dec:
go near by hotel take photo with x'mas tree...
go jalan...asia...hehe 4got the name.
find dfren side of bandung...very western

24dec:
after one night at shuwen place..
morning 11am go giant shopping 4 dinner ingredient..
thx 4 lai n eu joon finish the fizik 4 hull night~~~
3pm:
cutting the vege n garlic..
prepare 4 dinner
6-30:
start eatting and waitting pei err n amy come to join our dinner
having so much fun n keep on taking photo..
then the best part..exchange present
thx 4 lai lai i get the " no present" note...karma~~~errr
then i fnally get shuwen present..
is a laptop screen cleaner..very nice..i like it..thx shuwen

then planing to go countdown at dago plaza
but so quite when reach there...
haizzz...go back facing the computer to countdown..kelian

25dec:
after santai hull morning..
then go out at 5pm to PVJ..3 angkot man~~~
shopping~~~buy from inner to shoes...
so syok..hehe

wat a happy x'mas...
thx to everyone~~~and pls 4give for the pass...
merry chrismass

yesterday.by beatles

2008-12-22T07:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly,
I'm not half the man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me,
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm.

ps.:last time only know the 1st two line..
is a very very nice old song..
still remember, like to sing it the day after exam~~
miss you guys so much..Samad gang!!

CHAMOMILE
Energy in Action Cheerfulness, You're a wonderful friend!-

John Denver Country Roads, Take Me Home Lyrics

2008-12-20T07:24:00.000+08:00

Almost heaven, West Virginia,
Blue Ridge Mountains, Shenandoah River.
Life is old there, older than the trees,
younger than the mountains
growin' like a breeze.

Ref.) country roads, Take me home to the place I belong.
West Virginia, Mountain momma, take me home, country roads.

All my mem'ries, gather round her,
miner's lady, stranger to blue water.
Dark and dusty, painted on the sky,
misty taste of moonshine
teardrop in my eye.

Rit: country... Take me home,

I hear her voice in the morning hour she calls me,
the radio reminds me of my home far away
and driving down the road I get a feeling
that I should have been home yesterday, yesterday.

Ref.) Country roads........

home

2008-12-17T18:14:00.001+08:00

evening now,
if i am still at home
i was watching 8tv,
and helping cooking..

or walking around at kg raja hitam..
go to small park chatting with friends..
simpang at auntie-auntie houses..
meet all grandma~~chatting~

then eat dinner at old house..
not much dishes..
kangkung belacan; steam fish; ABC soup..
sitting in front of my grandma..which santai on her beloved chair~~

sambil chatting sambil eat dinner~~
all kids in the house running around~~
the laughter~~

miss all this now~~
wish I am there now~~

고맙습니다. 내 친구>> Thanks ,my friends

2008-12-15T11:00:00.000+08:00

day by day..
Xmas getting nearer...
never been so excited when Xmas come..like this before

Almost forget,
Xmas, is to forgive...
ya~~and apologize also..

that's why Santa come~~

thanks to all the problems and answers given

To everyone ~~and every friend~~~

고맙습니다. 내 친구
(Goma Pseung NiDa. Nae ChingGu)

Xmas feel~~~

2008-12-13T02:03:00.000+08:00

what a small relief~~ finally can take a break after chemistry exam!!
thx Ray Ray 4 spending time to teach us..
juz now go BIP 4 a walk..
then Xmas feeling so strong suddenly..
when all the xmas song singing by the koir~~
so so nice.. like back to home...

2 weeks b4 Xmas..
everywhere at Bandung be ready 4 it already!!
so cool...

and Mr sammie~~
so sad lah din't meet you even we are actually at BIP at the same timing..
OMG...
i heard that you lose weight erdy..
hehe..
hope can see you soon~~

at last, the exam still running on and on..
must keep on study~~

really hope FiDa can past my chemistry this time~~~~

cross finger!!!!~ zZzZzZzZ~

wat a day

2008-12-09T22:14:00.001+08:00

today...
not a good day for me..
everything seems to be harder and harder..

feel sorry for those help me a lot..
sorry for let you all down..

做男人／女人一定要

2008-12-07T18:27:00.000+08:00

做女人。。。一定要
经得起考验，
受得了欺骗，
听得了谎言，
忍得了敷衍，
忘得了承诺，
放得下一切，
最后要用笑来掩饰掉下的眼泪.

做男人。。。一定要
经得起考验，
不得欺骗，
不得谎言，
不得敷衍，
“记得“承诺，
不得放下一切，
最后要用宽容的心来宽容女人！

lavender

2008-12-06T10:22:00.000+08:00

The lavender rose is often a sign of enchantment and love at first sight.
Those who have been enraptured by feelings of love and adoration have used lavender roses to express their romantic feelings and intentions.
With the wealth of symbolism that they possess,
they can also be used to convey any number of deeply meaningful messages.
As a way to express our most sincere love and appreciation,
the appeal of the lavender rose is undeniable.

things always too easy ?

2008-12-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

simple.. this is wat i like to be..
no matter how sad the situation..
how heavy the feeling goING...

trying so hard to be happy..
everyone wants to be happy..

sometime.. bad things happen among us..
let it out..
may not be the same way like others..

just...
atleast, dont keep inside..

and..
no hard feelings..

take it easy..
because
it is actualy...

ps: wen wen. happy happy birthday yah..
enjoy a lot when celebrate tat day..
tat tian really talk so much in blog la~~

gastric, we need to talk

2008-11-24T16:06:00.000+08:00

mr. gastric:
you really make me suffer these days..
because of you, today have to ponteng my maths class..
why can't you just leave me...
i already try a lot of medicine...
you cannot just be so ego..
don't stick with me anymore..
or i will pay double back to you..
ehhmmm....
as soon as i control my diet... with oat...

made my mum worry about me all the time...
did i did something wrong...
ehhmmm...
maybe because of that diet plan..

when all this over,
i won't give you chance to come near me!!
off you go!!

.生命有一種絕對

2008-11-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

作詞：阿信　作曲：阿信　編曲：怪獸/阿信/周恆毅

如果我　不曾走過這一遍　生命中　還有多少苦和甜美
那風中的歌聲　孤單哽咽的聲音是誰
回憶中　那個少年　為何依然不停的追

想要征服的世界　始終都沒有改變　那地上　無聲蒸發　我的淚
黑暗中期待光線　生命有一種絕對　等待我　請等待我　直到約定融化成笑顏

那生命　燦爛煙火般上演　你和我　最後都要回歸地平線

那留下的足跡　浪花沖走　回憶海岸線
靠近我　再擁抱我　請不要讓我　的心冷卻

等待我　請等待我　靠近我　再擁抱我
不要走　請不要走　直到約定融化成笑顏
直到我看見　生命的絕對

Kissしたまま、さよなら

2008-11-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

.Kissしたまま、さよなら(在親吻中道別)
Blink…Smell it…Feel it…Open, Open your eyes…just look at me now

僕の世界の全てだった
我的世界裏的全部
Boku no sekai no subete datta

無くしてかったほの骨も　俺たちい切ねも
就像是失去了主要的骨血我們都知道
Na ku shi te katta ho no kotsu mo ore ta chi I setsu ne mo

溢した熱い戀も　色はせた涙を
灑出熱情的愛戀眼淚的顏色
Kobo shi ta atsui koi mo iro wa se ta namida wo

Girl, tell me little lie… please tell me little lie…

聴こえるように Ha…
你聽見了嗎

Ki ko e ru you ni
でも柔らかく　この手から毀れた君

可是溫柔的這一雙手讓你毀滅
De mo yawa ra ka ku kono te ka ra ko bo re ta kimi

Lonely people…Lonely people

そう　傷か中たあの日　離しかける　
是的在受了傷的那一天離你而去
So u ki zu ka naka ta a no hi hana shi ka ke ru

Lonely people…Lonely people

ただ　泣いてないて泣いて　忘れるしかない
只是別哭泣別再哭泣我不會忘記
Tada nai te nai te nai te wasu re ru shi ka nai

間がこ続くこの道に　今はいない君え
繼續在這條路上走著如今已經不再是你
Ma ga ko tsudu ku ko no michi ni ima wa I nai kimi e

キスしたまま　Good Bye
親吻之後
Ki su shi ta ma ma Good Bye

Girl, tell me little lie… please tell me little lie…

聴こえるように Em…
你聽見了嗎

Ki ko e ru you ni

いま振りつもる　粉雪が僕を抱きしめる
現在那麼的陌生我擁抱著那層層雪花
I ma hu ri tsu mo ru konayuki ga boku wo daki shi me ru

Lonely people…Lonely people

そう　傷か中たあの日　離しかける　
是的在受了傷的那一天離你而去
So u ki zu ka naka ta a no hi hana shi ka ke ru

Lonely people…Lonely people

ただ　泣いてないて泣いて　忘れるしかない　
只是別哭泣別再哭泣我不會忘記
Tada nai te nai te nai te wasu re ru shi ka nai

記憶に滲んだ　涙の克つわ（渇いていく）僕の心
滲透了記憶克服了眼淚（渴望著的）我的心
Kioku ni nijinda namida no katsu wa (kawa I te i ku ) boku no kokoro

數え切れない　星のように
數不盡的　那些星星
Kazo e ki re na I hoshi no youni

Lonely people…Lonely people

ただ　泣いてないて泣いて　忘れるしかない　
只是別哭泣別再哭泣我不會忘記
Tada nai te nai te nai te wasu re ru shi ka nai

Lonely people…Lonely people　I know

君は胸の中に　いつまでも
在你的心口之中一直到永遠
Kimi wa mune no naka ni I tsu ma de mo

Lonely people…Lonely people

ただ　泣いてないて泣いて　キスしたまま
只是別哭泣別再哭泣親吻過後　
Tada nai te nai te nai te ki su shi ta ma ma

さよなら
再見
sayonara

2008-11-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

this is wher i get from email...

everyone in our life mean a lot for us..

we cannot delete them from our life..

friends

lover

husband and wife..

children

family..

all of them is like rainbow...

they will always stike togather...

so, take cae them well..

spend more time with them..

miss them always..

actually.. try to enlarge it... but cannot..

nice day~~wowow@@@

2008-11-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

hahahahahah....2day hyper till~~ fizik experiment exellent!! as last time 4 this sam...very proud~~ finally got one time correct...hehe
still have o study very very hard,... bcause chem n fizik exam waiting...
aza fight!! haiz... not much thing to say... mayb long time din write,.so write something 1st lo~~

em.... sien....very sien....
want watch hero~~
want eat KFC at msia version ...
want watch 8tv...
but no time...

MAYDAY aah MAYDAY...
pls do some changes la...
if not... very dissapointed... this album not much nice song...
keep on ... must give nice nice song mah...
ah Xing~~ jia you~~~
mayday fighting!!!

come indonesia do concert.. bandung~~

NeaRer>>

2008-11-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

i want to go somewhere.. near to you..

near to where i belong..

maybe cannot cross over to there..

but..

can it be as near as i can ..

to see the sky over there..

as near as i can feel..

that you will always there..

i want to go to the sea side..

really want to see the raining day at the sea side..

wonder how sad it will be..

can never find raindrops in the sea water..

can only bring along the tears away..

Censorship< IT assignment

2008-11-03T20:54:00.000+08:00

The Internet has evolved to become an increasingly important platform not just for economic development, but also as a support for advocates who wish to express their opinion freely and to work toward the development of democracy.The medium has provided opportunities for citizens to participate in forums, and to discuss and debate issues that concern them. Unlike other media where the information flow is unidirectional - from the government to the masses - the Internet allowed a multi-way communication process giving the chance for anybody to air their opinions and views on issues affecting them.

People always have the freedom to talk or give opinion due to their thought to show their feelings and also in the mean time giving suggestion or solution in problems. The bad things happen went they had cross over the line and involve themselve in politics. This is the part when goverment are involve also.We have right to stand up for the truth but does the "right" that you stand for worth to put you in trouble?

For me, if you really want to say something, always be ready to responsible for the cause you have to pay later.It is not a bad things to get involve as long as you know how to recpect people expecially come to privacy...